I wish I could say that the title had something cool to do with what I am actually about to write, but the truth is it really has jack shit to do with what I am about to write.
I just graduated college, and it really hadn't hit me until about yesterday when I got home and found myself playing video games for a good chunk of the day. It kind of almost woke me up. All I have to do is find a job... Its my #1 priority is what I was told. It kind of dawned on me at this point that I don't have the time to do a whole lot, and if I want to avoid a constant drull I need to find a job that either isn't a constant work load, or to just not get a job at all. This seems impossible, but then it dawned on me. If I can find a job within something that I truly enjoy... It isn't really a job at all. There is some hope for that with the degree I chose. I did not really know what I wanted to be a part of until the end of my college career, like literally within the last 2 months of school. Science and space are really and truly the loves of my life. Guess its a good thing I chose a degree that can go into any line of work...
On a sidenote... This means I am still going to workout hard and try to get to a point where I can go professional in soccer prior to getting everything situated with a job, or even during. That would be the true way for me to be happy, and to bring happiness to others... and by that I mean the fans of my team... Fuck everybody else.... Except maybe people that I am friends with... And teams that are from where I like.... well... I guess there are a few exceptions. I digress... Soccer... Be about it... Love it... Do whatever I can to achieve it... And if for some reason I am not deemed worthy to play it at a professional level... Get the job in the department I enjoy. Gotta enjoy what you are doing at work or your just going to waste away. Provided you work 40-50 hours a week that is.
W/e I guess it just came down to the point that I realized that I really need to get on the workout wagon for soccer and to pursue it a little more seriously than I originally intended... That and I need to make sure if all else fails that I look for a job in something I enjoy. I guess thats really all I have to say about that for now...
Gotta have a purpose... Without a purpose there is no point... Not truly living your life without a true purpose... Just kinda goin through the motions...
Guess thats it for now...
16 days till Japan...
..... Woof
16 days? Wow.
ReplyDeleteOkay so, what are your plans, exactly? Like, what dates are you guys coming?
I'm not sure if you guys are still planning on coming down here to Kyushu or not, but you should let me know what you're thinking of doing if you do so. Honestly, I don't have much free time these days, but maybe we can work something out. I'll try to get on Skype more often so that we can talk about it and such.
Yea we will be in Kyushu for 4 days... But we leave on the 8th and I think we will be down there on the 9th sometime late. We leave on the 12th. We will find our way around things if worst comes to worst, but yes to hang out would be nice. I guess its a matter of if u have small amounts of free time each day we are there it might add up to like a full day, but I dont know what your current situation is. We can talk more on it later.
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