It Came to Me in a Dream...

I wish I could say that the title had something cool to do with what I am actually about to write, but the truth is it really has jack shit to do with what I am about to write.

I just graduated college, and it really hadn't hit me until about yesterday when I got home and found myself playing video games for a good chunk of the day.  It kind of almost woke me up.  All I have to do is find a job... Its my #1 priority is what I was told.  It kind of dawned on me at this point that I don't have the time to do a whole lot, and if I want to avoid a constant drull I need to find a job that either isn't a constant work load, or to just not get a job at all.  This seems impossible, but then it dawned on me.  If I can find a job within something that I truly enjoy... It isn't really a job at all.  There is some hope for that with the degree I chose.  I did not really know what I wanted to be a part of until the end of my college career, like literally within the last 2 months of school.  Science and space are really and truly the loves of my life.  Guess its a good thing I chose a degree that can go into any line of work...

On a sidenote...  This means I am still going to workout hard and try to get to a point where I can go professional in soccer prior to getting everything situated with a job, or even during.  That would be the true way for me to be happy, and to bring happiness to others... and by that I mean the fans of my team... Fuck everybody else....  Except maybe people that I am friends with... And teams that are from where I like.... well... I guess there are a few exceptions.  I digress...  Soccer... Be about it... Love it... Do whatever I can to achieve it... And if for some reason I am not deemed worthy to play it at a professional level... Get the job in the department I enjoy.  Gotta enjoy what you are doing at work or your just going to waste away.  Provided you work 40-50 hours a week that is.

W/e I guess it just came down to the point that I realized that I really need to get on the workout wagon for soccer and to pursue it a little more seriously than I originally intended... That and I need to make sure if all else fails that I look for a job in something I enjoy.  I guess thats really all I have to say about that for now...

Gotta have a purpose... Without a purpose there is no point... Not truly living your life without a true purpose... Just kinda goin through the motions...

Guess thats it for now...

16 days till Japan...

..... Woof

Koledge.....

4 years have gone by so quickly, but at the same time not quick enough...  What all is left for me in college.  I have a thesis that is due tomorrow which is about 99% done currently.  After a few more minor adjustments the compilation of my entire college career will be turned in as a 20 page paper.  This kind of bums me out to a certain extent because college has been so much more to me than just knowledge that I have gained in the classroom.  As a matter of fact, I have probably learned more about myself outside of the classroom than in the classroom.  Despite the large variety of classes and subjects that I have participated in, which have all been pretty great, something inside of me has definitely grown.

Aside from growing about 4-5 inches in college I have internally and externally learned many things.
1. I am a furry loud and proud.
2. I don't really give a flying fuck what you think about me, cause no matter what you think I always know that your thoughts don't matter if I don't let them matter.
3. When I am drunk I see other people as furries... (lol)
4. I have a high tolerance for hard alcohol, but somehow am a lightweight for beer... (crazy mind)
5. I can kick a ball about 70-80 yards, which is more than the average NFL kicker and about the same as most professional soccer players.
6. Society has many faults that can piss you off, but you have to see the minor good to enjoy anything at all.
7. Find something that makes you happy and do it... Soccer will never leave me no matter what happens.
8. Women can be absolutely insane... Which is thusly why I haven't had a girlfriend in over 2 years.
9. Japan kicks ass... But could use some dairy products cause I feel awkward without milk everyday.
10. 漢字はとてもだめだと思います。(yes I hate Kanji... I am sorry :P)
11．外国に行く時四時間しかねます。たくさんをします。(Don't sleep in if your in a foreign country... make sure its memorable)

12.See left poster
13. Be grateful for those around you who at least try to understand you and love you, they are your greatest safeguard.
14. Past mistakes are for learning, so learn from them and get rid of them.







I am sure there is plenty more that I can put into this list, but at this time I cannot think of anything more, and unfortunately life is calling.  In a matter of 3 weeks my life is going to enter a new chapter, and with this new chapter is going to come serious reform in time scheduling and probably a full time job.

Never forget who you are, and don't let other people tell you that its wrong.  There is a 99% chance that they are just jealous or totally don't understand where you are coming from.

Straight from this furry's muzzle... Take care and check ya later.